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| Today is the second day of puasa....i want to puasa on the first day but cant....so sad..puasa with others on the first day is really fun u know...ahahaha so anyway on wednesday before ouasa we had a makan feast means makan everything at the canteen..hahaha meera brought big apple donuts...nyummmmm and nariza brought cupcakes! but no point for me cos i cannot puasa...aleena too! we got it on wednesday together...turn out yaya oso cannot puasa.... so i bake some.....de bateris good but abit keras...damn sad but joey and all say its nice....shira said im like a pregnant person because i craved for cookies...hahaha.... today is a damn bad day for emeera....she didnt pass up the kk form...she was 2 hrs and 15 mintues late...she didnt come yesterday and today she came late....haih i think she took advantage about the time but its ok because there will be other trips....we should alllearn from it...pay when they say its the last day to be on the safe side...... | | |
| so today was suppose to my 6th months anniversary with him.... last time anne lim and i plan to hv a picnic....double date...but of course it wont be happening now...so instead of filling sad and remember all the bad stuff i just want to remember the good ones.. we shared alot of good things...happy stuff..like last time before we were together he stayed back everytime i had to for march past... im not sure if he thinks its a waste of time now but it was so sweet then and even if he thinks its a waste of time then im sure then it was not a waste of time... we used to be able to talk about everything! he was there when i felt like shit and he always gave me a shoulder to lean on... i guess i got used to it till it was more than i should...opps no sad stuff right? i remember the first time we went out with f...he laughed at me for crying when i read a book..i cant help it it was lurlene mcdaniel! hahaha we watch dream gorls...deng its a good movie......we shared aot to me it was...i wouldnt forget his face during sports day...how he smiled when i told him my answer.... hahaha ah well the rest i rather not share it....it was good times... and they are still good well botom ine it whatver happens in the future...i wouldnt tread that 4 month and 15 days for anything in the world....i would always treaure that moment because it was the best for months and 15 days...good luck to you my dear for in the future and in whatever you do.. | | |
| So yesterday was nariza's party....it was nice..had fun although only get to dance for an hour...we dance in a group and we did all sorts of crazy fun things...especiall wui yung! hahaha and putrina n raja and demie and all.hhahaha it was so fun.. i saaw maula and amir... sumthing felt awkward with amir though....hmmmm...i dunolah...maybe it was just me... so before the party. meera,shira and i went to ou and did our hair...got corn but it was ok...we had fun doing it although we feel so overdress! hahaha i bought a black dress also for raya and it's nice very plain makes me look like a good gurl when im not! hahaha so anyway i bought it at phenomenal and the last shop we stop before going home already give up after walking at ou for so long!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha so meera. shira and i plan this for weeks already and wanted to bake cupcakes for nariza's party...but she got it from her ssp friends yesterday..but we are still going to do it anyway...on tues aunty ja ask us to make a video for nariza we din know what to say because most of it is like an insede joke kinda thing u know? so tonight we are going to do for her..full of inside jokes...sory for those who cannot understand its a bff thing..hahaha before nariza's party, ppl has been bugging nariza to invite luqman to her party...i told her she can if she wanted too but she dosent want... yes true she dosent want because of me because she is a fantabulous,supportive friend but i think some people think that i dont let her invite luqman..or im against it or something...im not... im not saying its nariza's fault cos it not..im saying its her party and she can invite anyone she can invite anyone she wants and that everyone else including me have to just butt out of her friends list..hello she has to pay per head okay! and dhe wants a dance floor! so huever think i din let her invite luqman well this is for you...i didnt tell her she cant i didnt tell she can i let her choose an decide and no matter what her decision is i will come! and i did..i came.... that was about nariza's party...everyone was so gorgeous and handsome...kanneth looked good with the hot pink tie and wui yang looked damn hot in the tux and all amir was so handsome natt looked hot in those pants and genna looked sexy in that dress. i cant mention eberyone but everyone looked damn smashing! | | |
| So do u want to know what i did? well i went to the curve..good choice though... superman was not there... anyway i had a blast with adrien and fatin and liyana...hung out with them throughout... it was so funny and i laugh alot! we saw aiman and shiann...dey look damn sweet and damn cute together...holding hands and all...and i know her i mean i met her before..if im not mistaken i met her at sabrina's open house long time ago...looking at them together then adrien and i also started holding hands for fun...we are not togeether or have a thing together or what soever...ewww no! adrien is my best fren it will just be too weird..hahaha irfan actually tot we r together...hahaha no! no! no! adrien and i are best frens! hahaha well anyway we watch de fireworks and all....damn nice...it lasted for 10 minutes...it was loud and damn cool.... oh and idris is so damn hot! oh my god! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............ his freaking hot and his so damn sweet! i like him but on and off....his baik and all...hehehe...haih...wah i actually feel tired so ill c u tomolo! | | |
| So this is my first entry huh? i guessi want a blog so i am able to just write whatever im going through...ill keep on writing untill everything in my life just settle dowan u know? so my first entry is on merdeka's eve... So should i go to the curve and celebrate? all my best buddies from skbd are all going to be there tonight...ad,fa,li,id,na,ir and all....so cool..i want to spend time with them because i havent spend time with them for so long and spending time with them means laughing all night which is so cool! but superman will be there and im not sure if superwoman will be there too..i think superwoman will be there with superman...its going to be so hard if i actually see them....i mean curve is the place i first went out with superman and seeing superman with superwoman together? u hv got to be kidding me ryte? its going to be so freaking hard! but if i dont go and see them than i will never know if im ready or not..like where i stand u know? like where my herat stand... Anne Lim said go and have fun at the same time she said you will feel crush but go home and cry...Munah said dont go u r going to break ur heart because superman dosent care bout you and he wont try to hide superwoman away from you...haih...what do i do? go or dont go? i mean i am over superman his too mean and he change and all but im not sure if im ready to see superman and superwoman together...if i go and i see them then what do i do? will i b crush? how sad will i be? will i be ready? the thing is i will never know if im ready until im there at that moment looking at them..so you can say its a good time to test myself to see how strong i am...i will be hurt but my question is how hurt will i get? if i dont go to the curve i will be spending time with my mum and her friends at a place related to superman too..but atleast if i go there i wont have to see him...but do i want to spend time with my mum and her friends on merdeka's eve with no fireworks there and no friends??? hahaha damn boring wei...they will talk bout work,love and just gossip...not fun cos there wont be anyone my age...should i jus buy a carton of ice cream and stay home and watch tv? no staying at home means i have to study while everyone is out drinking and partying..i dont drink of course... so what do i do? 1) go to the curve? 2) out with my mum and her friends? 3) stay at home? | | |
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